Im being disturbed,
with those terrible dreams at every late night.
This feeling i had so strong.
turn to be a reality where i saw his name on my phone..
ringing.
But it was a miss called then.

I feel sick.
I know you miss me even tho how hard you've tried to make me feel shameful.
i know you miss me cause we both know each and every good and bad things about us.
i know you miss me, your used to be lynn.
but i feel as if you're hunting me.
Let us feel the miss.
I rather be that way than contacting you again.
Cause i know i'll gona be hurt again.
We will never come back.
I wont see what ive ever seen in your anymore. get what i mean?
you are no longer the person im so inlove me.
that night, where you crushed my heart into pieces really wake me up from all my mistake.
Because of you , i am who i am now.

i dont want dream to be reality.
I rather be sink inside that seeing you with my own eyes.

and web smses of :
listen to this song.
remember this song till your old lynn.
remember this song,
im used to be the man that really love you alot lynn.

cinta dalam hati:
Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa dicintai
Tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

Telah lama ku pendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku


Ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
Meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
Dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
Tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

i read back all those lyric,
what do i find?
im in tears now.
asking myself why are you doing this to me.