Sunday, April 20, 2008, 2:58 AM
The only thing that can make me awake from sleep was, "pls make the phone ring"
so, mum called me early in the morning at 10am since she asked me to go ttsh to watch granny who's admitted to the hosp two days ago. Which means, my plan today was CANCEL AGAIN! And if i know, i would go to work today at 8am when imah asked me too yesterday night. grrrrr. but i have to make up for ullie sister , for her malay dance performances.Anyway , its oke. (:
Earlier on , on thursday i was working for like 8 hours at fort canning. Baek per dier nye bukit tinggi nak mampos. And imah still can make fun , otw up. Ghheeee.
& after work, heeded to ttsh to visit granny. And i feel like crying that time. Why? Bcause i love her tho she's sick in the arse sometimes u know.
And yesterday, do u watch balestier VS super red fc live on channel 5.
danial ong was playing. And after playing,
still can asked me, " the people on tv got talk about me anot?" and even " how do i look"
ape saje je ni ong~.
And anyway, im still down on BAD FLUU for the past three days.
and im having moodswings now and than.
I dont even have the mood to talk to baby on the phone,
and he started to smses me nonsense stuff early in the morning.
hais..And i swear yesterday was a hell of bored day for me. Accept for night, i was with ullie and he was actually crying talking about her.
he told me, harry talk about karma.
But seriously, is hard for me to see him CRY okeh~. and i really feel sucks when he keepon asking me to help me.
do you know that sometimes being inlove, is bcause of YOU can make a change in people life. To be better?
And do you know that sometimes being inlove, is bcause of YOU can change people life into the opp way of becoming worser and worser?: to talk about changing to be a better someone, friends advise dont really work. Dont you think so? Unless the one that u really loves advise u, maybe that can works a lil bit for you to actually move to some good change in your life.
And now, what should i do?
I really want to cheer him up, and im looking forwerd to meet harry and ullie today at fountain of wealth cause who knows, things between me n harry will work and back to normal?
But ive to visit granny today, which i think is much more important than them.
im like a love doctor eh?
and syaz called me yesterday night,
" lynn tolong aku uh. kau je harapan aku. tolong la bebual kan dgn dier."
(:
fad, gf kau ni baek tauuuuuuuuu suke tolong org.
ahahahahahah.
(:
have a good day!
ps: niny! i cant go to club yesterday and im so sorry ok.! anyway, happy 18th bdae babe!! (:
