Sunday, May 25, 2008, 1:29 PM
Ive been holding my tears not to cry.
ive been trying hard to stay strong not to even think of it .
i know everything seems to be a sudden. He asked me to wait,
but it have been days he didnt even respond to my calls and msges.
Maybe im stupid, waiting while i dont even know what he's up too.
He'll either switch off his hp or didnt respond to any of my msg or phonecalls. ; its alright.
yesterday night; i was so eager to read what he had actually msg mummy so i took mummy phone and check it out. To my dismay , he says stuff that really make me cry like hell. I bang the door at night, turn on the song out loud and cry like nobody business. I feel like splashing sheets at his bike seriously. But im not dat bad to do that. I just feel that i lost my marwah for begging and pleading him but than no respond at all. And suddenly, he msg me yesterday night telling me that his at otha country. I gave him a call to hear the ring sounds and its true that his outside singapore.
I text him my last msg. I send him a last msg at friendster.
Telling him finally that i respect whatever he wants.
He left me so worried.
he left me soo ,,,,,,,,
it wasen a big matter.
But its YOU who take things to seriously.
to EGO to forgive and forget.
If any reason bcos of HER, tell me please.
Its happening again and again,
to keepon moving and not look back.
thanks for everything. It have be four days than;
i'll be here , somewhere..just find me whenever u think there's a need.
fucktart. its so unfair.!!!!!!!!
dangs!!!!!!!!!!!
dangs!!!!!!!!!!!
