Friday, May 23, 2008, 11:22 AM
When everything falls apart,
:you told me that you rather be my gender cause u always hear me screaming while you feel so weak.
: you told me that for the past few month we've been together ive never understand you.
: you told me that everything seems to be because of me you became who you are..
, you say what you dont want to say.
: you talk things as if i never love you
as if i never try to love you more than i could ever do.
as if im so selfish.
as if i only think for my own happiness.
when i talk about every single thing,
you're like pointing a gun right to my face telling me to surrender while i hear your explanation the other way round ; blaming as as much as you do.
you talked about future.
saying that rather let things go and call off that day today rather than in the future you & me gona suffer even more.
Why even talk about the future when we dont know what gona happen next?
if you were to talked about you rather leave now than later,
why are we together at the first place ?
you are the one who make me feel like killing myself.
cause i know when you start the fire,
its a way to hard to make it and ending.
maybe i dont give u what u ever wanted.
maybe im a useless girlfriend in your eyes.
despite of the hard moment ive tried to be perfect for you,
this is what i got in return.
:you told me that you rather be my gender cause u always hear me screaming while you feel so weak.
: you told me that for the past few month we've been together ive never understand you.
: you told me that everything seems to be because of me you became who you are..
, you say what you dont want to say.
: you talk things as if i never love you
as if i never try to love you more than i could ever do.
as if im so selfish.
as if i only think for my own happiness.
when i talk about every single thing,
you're like pointing a gun right to my face telling me to surrender while i hear your explanation the other way round ; blaming as as much as you do.
you talked about future.
saying that rather let things go and call off that day today rather than in the future you & me gona suffer even more.
Why even talk about the future when we dont know what gona happen next?
if you were to talked about you rather leave now than later,
why are we together at the first place ?
you are the one who make me feel like killing myself.
cause i know when you start the fire,
its a way to hard to make it and ending.
maybe i dont give u what u ever wanted.
maybe im a useless girlfriend in your eyes.
despite of the hard moment ive tried to be perfect for you,
this is what i got in return.
