Monday, May 26, 2008, 12:51 PM
Yesterday, i took my time to travel all the way to jurong west to send back his helmet and his stuff.
I dont wanna do that, but i just think maybe thats the best that i can do.
He keep me hold, he keep me waiting, he hurt me.
Even tho he says his outside spore, i dont want to see him come back to me and tell me right to my face that the fact are , we're nothing now.
i dont wanna go crazy or cry infront of him.
I just felt that , this is the best that i can do . To move on slowly.
i'll be somewhere waiting for you. if u think that u still loves and wants to be with me, i'll wait for u. despite of, u not having an affair while u're away.
i met shakz in the bs 161 at 545pm, and we heed down to wld mrt to take the mrt to travel all the way to boonlay.We both feel very weird having our feats stands around somewhere west. But luckily we're not lost eh shakz. (:
reach boonlay and shakz keepon telling me that,
he'll be at home. and i swear i didnt expect him to be around or whatsoever cause i rather leave the things w/o seeing him that u noe, like ive said earlier on.
i was there to meet his lil bro .reach boonlay inter and took a bus, and my heart was pounding with fear. i keepon telling shakz how much i miss and love him. and i keepon asking myself,
" does he miss me?or even think of me?"
reach under his void-deck, i went there just once and i saw his bike.
i feel like crying but that i just control my tears.
ayit came down , ( his lil brother) and i swear he was soo cute and didnt even look like fad.
His smile was so cheeky and now than i now they both have 2 diff attitude.
we talked, smoke and pass my things over and we left the place.
all the way back 2 wld to meet imah, i dont wish to think about him.
i just neeed peace so yeah, meet imah at wld.
than off to some other place.
he told me he'll meet me today.
but i know he wont.
i know he'll says things that make me cry.
it have been 5 days now.
