baby, forgive me for not being a great girlfriend all this while.im sorry.
everything i do seems to be a mistake in your eyes.
ive done alot in my part.
iloveyou.
Look at me baby, and tell me that u misses me. tell me that im still your only one . tell me u wana make this relationship last and go strong at each and every time. You know that i miss you dearly , no matter how starborn i can be; you are still my only one. you are still my dearest boyfriend, so do i.. im still your girlfriend. Somehow, i hate this feeling when i find that things are driftng apart. Where the love that i had seems to be gone , fading abit. I cried, cause i dont wanna let it flow to the worse where i will never get to see you again. Yet i try to stop myself from doing and thinking about anything bad, telling myself that i always love u and im always here with you. im sick of crying , im sick of fighting but ive never get sick of you. U'll never be alone, cause u'll always be here together with me. :( now you are making me feel...
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Anyway, ive finally clean the house and im having flu due to cleaning the fans. Im always super bored and my mind is thinking about this and that now. Ive yet receive any msges or call from him, i hope when my hp rings; i wont get any bad news.
im just being to foolish to hurt me yesterday. u noe i got this habit of, " kalau dier buat aku marah, aku make sure aku buat dier lagek marah dari dier buat aku". u noe that kind of attitude ar. sigh. IM BORED. and im going for job hunting again tomorrow . Should be out to sentosa again this weekend if its confirm.
i miss my babygirls.
and my boyfriend; superhero.
now im have some conflict with them. It have been 5 days today we didnt talk or met even tho he live just beside my house. Can i say i miss them so much? we've been like seeing each other and talking and laughing almost everyday for the past few weeks. And none of us get bored of seeing each other, even tho one of them love cursing each other and thats the worse attitude he had, we still love and enjoy everymoment that we had 2gather. i find it weird that i haven been seeing any of them this few days. This is what happen when people make a stupid mistake, even its a small mistake; things can be drag for so long. Example; like bf now . he didnt even call or msg me. grrrrrrrrr. maybe i should kill the attitude in me of telling people off what i dont like about them , cause sometimes im just being too straight4werd ah, but well.. idk that this can leads to misunderstanding issue. WTH sia; i miss them alot.
goodbye
