Things have been going really out of control for the past 6 days.
It have been really a ups&down shit that i simply cant tolerate with it.
and i decided to push the matter aside and try to look at the brightside of life.
tho i miss him like -onlygodsnoes- eh.

I met up with few people on saturday for the fireworks.
but dangs, we misses it and farrah actually get to watched it abit since she have been waiting for me like half and hr.


hehe. and and,
waited for the rest like fara,khairul,aminah,faliq&gf, then went over to esp and meet halim,as, blackandboy,botak, fred , fifi and the rest.

i was actually sooooooo moody after since ive put down the phone with him in the bus.
where i was like crying non stop.
and i really hate that kind of moods u noe,
so i just like trying mybest to enjoy those moments with friends.
and i do. and i simply love the girlfriends. cause they have always been there for me.


on another hand. i miss him.
and i gave him a call.
end up..
wordstobeaddedhere.




reach home arnd 1230.
ullie came arnd 330.

and he seriously dont wanna see or talk to me.
even tho i go like,"Ullieee! kau marah aku kan?"
he: tk uh.
me: bedek UH!
he: take uh.penat uh.
me: ok uh. rindu kau siakk. tkmo gini ar.
he: -keep quiet-

sunday.
out to granny house for kenduri.
everyone was there.

fri.
town.
















when will things get back to normal?
will things get back to normal or worse?
sigh.