Monday, June 2, 2008, 1:59 AM
Time checked: 2:34am and im still not yet to bed cause i dont feel sleepy yet and bf are already off to sleep. YESH My mrboyfriend. Will update yeah~ anyway, i know laa my blog like sometimes feeling2 or like inloveshit or whatever (: my blog mahhh~ i like it . i like it. so its my problem to blog. Even if its a very long entry ar, dont like it than leave ok. (:ahahahahhahahh! bahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!anyway, mr fadhli came over my crib yesterday. I think im getting sick of explaining ar but i think i need too. u noe why, cause some people are shocked to see me outside with him. Like i say, i love him u noe. hell ya but well, its my life my happiness u noe.ahahahahahahaha. ok anyway, he came and we talk talk talk talkkkkkkkkkkkk!. Everyone around seems to like have a big question mark above their head when they saw him , but sooner or later maybe things can be tell. We talked and everything are going great! but im still figuring about what im trying to dig about . Get it? so yea,
i cry when he say this to me watching dvd hugging him,
b. u syg i?
u rindu i?
u nak tinggal kan i?
u nak i tinggalkan u lagik?<( ni part aku mcm geram n sedih siak)
u nak i syg u mcm dulu tk? ( and this somemore like WTH?!?!?)
and all i answer was ,
yes yes yes yes yes yesssssssssss of course!
u rindu i?
u nak tinggal kan i?
u nak i tinggalkan u lagik?<( ni part aku mcm geram n sedih siak)
u nak i syg u mcm dulu tk? ( and this somemore like WTH?!?!?)
and all i answer was ,
yes yes yes yes yes yesssssssssss of course!
and i told him that somehow i feel like killing him ar. u noe why. Bcos this boy here like sometimes really getting my nerves . I noe he lovee me and i know he wont be playing behind myback. i cant really presume ar but i just feel it u noe that he wont.
(:
so that was saturday.
sunday. Baby and me went of to VIVO again since im really not in a moooooood to go town and if u have been reading my entry, ive been going to either vivo or marina right?its just that i simply not in a mood to go town. (: and baby lie to me saying that his bike break down and so we travel by nel ah ape lagi. But seriously, otw to nel .. he was holding my hand and i really feel that it have been a long time we've not been holding hand and went out. i miss it and miss him u noe. then he said, " eyyy . dah lame ehh kite tak kluar u." and i just smile but my heart was actually responding to what he said . (: The purpose of we going vivo was to find something for my dad bdae since we're having a lil party on 2 june at home. and i hope there wont be drinkinggggg cause i dont wanna feel tempted. Yelah part kawan2 aku yg minum je gerek. yg aku ni mcm tunggal.kannnnnn? and after that, we take away LJS and sat at rooftop agaiin.
(:
so that was saturday.
sunday. Baby and me went of to VIVO again since im really not in a moooooood to go town and if u have been reading my entry, ive been going to either vivo or marina right?its just that i simply not in a mood to go town. (: and baby lie to me saying that his bike break down and so we travel by nel ah ape lagi. But seriously, otw to nel .. he was holding my hand and i really feel that it have been a long time we've not been holding hand and went out. i miss it and miss him u noe. then he said, " eyyy . dah lame ehh kite tak kluar u." and i just smile but my heart was actually responding to what he said . (: The purpose of we going vivo was to find something for my dad bdae since we're having a lil party on 2 june at home. and i hope there wont be drinkinggggg cause i dont wanna feel tempted. Yelah part kawan2 aku yg minum je gerek. yg aku ni mcm tunggal.kannnnnn? and after that, we take away LJS and sat at rooftop agaiin.
ay bay bay!
i love you. (:Meet mum, dad, sister, zana and baby at marina since its a shopping day for us . But we're late cause we reach marina around 830pm. MARINA AGAIN. seee , i told you. (: and when we reached there, sister already get her stupid guitar and her roxy hoodie. WTH, i cuden find it at marina the otha day thats why i bought a slip on sweater u noe. and she purposely bought XS cos she noe, i wont be able tO FIT. can ar, but cant zip. small siahhh~ but whatever eyy. aahahhahaha. and i know she's like super happy or something. and what i told mum, dad , and sister was, " if i were to sleeep and u came in to my bedroom and play ure fucking guitar. dont blame me if there's some thing u dont wish to see at ure guitar .and please dont play inside my room. thank you.!" (: and my dad was like asking sister to play inside my room.
i hate noise and i dont like it when im sleeping people disturbed me u noe. (: so please...
ok i think i look tall here. and i think im taller than all my kak sdare like KAK ELLy if ure reading this! hahahaha. kak sasha even! kannnnnnnnnnn?zilla even, and shakz.LOL! ok shuts. i know im tall.wahaahahahahahahahaha. =]and anyway, after telling them off i told my mum that i wanna that beg at charles and keith and its like finally im getting it. thanks dad. (: and after mum n zana shop at mng, we went off to RK at my house there for dinner . And i swear im super tired.
and to my suprize , ishaaaaaaaaaa was there with my family. saaaaaaap! i miss u sia bitch! and i hope ure not terkejot when saw me and bf right? anyway, 12june eyyy sleepover.whoever want to join!updateeeeeeeeeee!:)
when home, send baby off to taxi stand.
i misssssssssssss him u noe.
and when he leave me, i didnt cry this time cause i know his going home not to see otha girl.(:
and those hometown boys saw me with bf. and im like totally speechless cause they saw me with him again. I know u guys care, but u guys dont really know whats going on u see. i love him. and i dont easily gave up.please understand me.
reach home.
and sister was being cute asking me this question.
" kak, bleh main guitar kat bilik u tk?"
me: bleh uh. try strum sikit.
her: asjdhwdefdnerklfj
me: ok bising sakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. lepas tu g simpan and please i think da mlm.cannot tahan.
than she cover her guitar and went to sleep back to her room.(:
baby.
i love you and im sorry if ure sick of hearing me keepon telling u, i love u and i miss u.
i just do u noe and i dont care what gona happen unless ure by my side.
even if u were to really1000 leave me, please tell me right to my face and tell me the reason from a-z cause i think its compl for me to know. cause, like isha say.." ive finally move on when i met that girl since he really loves her" something like that. and babe, i think i really need to learn to be patience. so, should i work at ure place?lol!.
thats about all. i know its totally a loooooooooooooooooooooooooong entry.
like ive said, dont like it LEAVE. (:
pictures on thursday! (:
anak ramleee. (:
bitches.
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mememememememeee!
=]
afaaaah! i swear she's a good listener! thanks dear.!
smurf took this pic . and actually i wanted to post the picture of him around but afah already deleted it. but who cares, I HATE HIM SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH anyway.(:
ok shut up.!!!!!!!!!!
i do think i look very kwai here. (:
i love them.
seriously, i hate the song alasanmu.
why?bcos when bf and me were listening to zana karaoke-ing,
i do think that , that song really got to do with what we've been through .
example.
" engkau pastinya tersenyum dgn pengunduran diriku, tetapi bagiku pula.. sesuatu ketenangan. andainya kita terus bersama belum tentu kita bahagia, selagi tidak kau ubah cara hidupmu"
when he told me this before when he leave me," maybe biler i tinggalkan u, u boleh dpt laki2 yg lebih baek dari i. i rase, tinggalkan u boleh buat i ketenangan pasal i slalu presure. i tknk i atau u kecewe di hari akan datang, kita tak tau kite akan bahagia atau mcm gini aje. selagi u tak ubah lynn dgn care2 u , things will never change. i syg u, cube i rase this is the best way"
there something gota link with it ar. But u noe, i cry when he sang that song to me u noe. and i really hate that sonnnnnnnnng ah . serious siakkk! ok shut.
gooodnight!\
