Thursday, July 24, 2008, 1:31 PM
Dad fetched me back after work yesterday even tho i have a freeeeeeee transport,
bcos i just want him too.
and he have to fetch me !
(:
and its only 15minits away, im home , which is at 1115pm yesterday.
Totally shagged, and i slept at my mum room.
bcos i think i have to sleep with mum.
even tho my sister all squeeze in to mum's bed,
i just squeeze in to sleep with them.
and ohdear, i hate friday and sunday working hours.
cause its really sucks-to-the-core.
WHY, even tho its 8 fucking hours. My work will be like NON STOP OK.
unless i go for a break ah, than like pause for awhile.
anywoos, his going reservice tomorrow.
and imah is having her bdae pit on fri-sunday. idk when or should i go cause basically im working on the next day and even if i were to go back for the last bus, im gona feel like tired shit.
and someone is turning legal on 25th JULY and can goo partyyyyyyyyyyy with me ey.
HAHHAHAHAHHHA.
( i just feel this way. i of cos still wana enjoy my teens life, explore everything and do every single thing. i dont wanna my life to be lame and boring like you, so fuck it. i still wana taste a bit of everything. (:(: "
Anyway, to people who it might concern.
I know u people are wonderful people.
I know u people love me and care for me.
Maybe the way i do things are wrong,
but i know you people gona say that.
& when im online than u guys started to say,
sjkfhvrtrtvndfhkdfrgkgjkdkdfjrjdjkldfkdfkldf about me.
OH WELL; of cause im pissed.
can i just like take a break? than like after one problem, then the another.
yes i accept whatever shit u tell me ahhh, but seriously its at the wrong time.
if u think i am what u tink.
after what ive said about friendship.
its up to u to decided.
OR maybe i'll leave.
I tot u wud ever understand me.
but its like ure adding shit to my budden.
I feel this way u noe, like if i noe this gona happen,
i better keep things to myself rather than spill it off to someone to make me feel better.
seriously.
i choose not to respond to ure msges cause totally im not in a mood.
i dont even tho what im doing now.
so seriously,
truely sorrrrrrrrrryy.
i know u people love me.
