Friday, July 18, 2008, 8:43 PM
i think im getting tired of talking at work.
but working was actually fun even tho my brain are really cracking. & those minahs' around me turn me off and that shows why im unfriendly to them. & i really hope i wont create any trouble or i'll be asked to leave like the previous job. and yesterday , luckily i was holding back on my words when this guys actually tell me " pathetic sia" when i was actually talking on the phone. I was about to scream my lungs out at him i tell u but im controlling my temper. gheee, i really got this bad habit of responding straight to people when they are saying something about me or look at me. and this sucks alot of time ahh.
The reason why im blogging this shit cause actually this was in my mind right now. And im at home now, and the time shows 8:48pm and im finally at home at this hr . I got this shit in me where i gona miss home when i came back at late night from work. it makes me wanne cry like pussies u noe like the old job i had where i didnt even go home for almost 3 fucking days, i was actually crying in the toilet.hahahahahahah!. i just loves my family la, dats all.
Anyway yesterday , end work arnd 11 and this fucking transport leave me alone cause im late . But its ok, i have plenty of time and so i remain calm ahh not like kanchion and waited for another transport that came and pick me up only at 1120. And after the time strike 11 ehh, i'll just asked someone to pick me up from my void deck or wait for me at the corridor. Since mum are already sleep and sister is making a lot of sound when i was calling home , my dear ullie & harry waited for me under the void-deck and decided to go home arnd 1205am after finish smoking.
i miss them .
and tomorrow is the girls outing ya and im sorry cause its bcos of me that u gerls decided to cancel the sentosa outing early in e morning and would be able to make it only after 430pm. And i just cant wait to meet those bitches cause i miss them like, only god noes.
& bf have been sayings things to me saying this and that.
and baby , i may have many bfs but those are my goodfriends and close friends darling .
and this shit always happen to me when im in r's, same goes to my past and long r's with my fucky ex bf . being so close with my bfs will always turns out to be a big issue or leads to break up.
but the important thing are knowing my own limit darling.
i never blame u , for having jealousy . its gd ahh. ahahahahahahahahaha.nono jk! (:
but i just want u to stop thinking negative shit about me.
and pls save this word ya.
" if u think that someone can gave u happiness, tell me. "
i swear i hate that .
i love u fadhli.
my only boyfriend. (:
