Monday, July 21, 2008, 10:27 AM
So here at the post for saturday (:
As planned earlier on, we actually plan for sentosa than sheesha-ing but since i was working, things cancel and so we just slack somewhere and that then pulak was raining heavily. So after work at 4pm, i went home to get change and met them at cityhall. 1stly , i text them this, " eyy minah. sape lambat siapp ahhh. 5.30pm cityhall k?".. & i was actually super super late . Cause i reached cityhall only at 730pm while they already there at 530pm sampai da mahgrib pon. And its not only me who's late ok. Shakz too, isha too and farrah. but dorg got reason la, lol. sorry darling . So after reached cityhall, farrell was working. Than cine came with his two friend but this person are left w.o telling me. And we had our dinner at LJS and i swear marina was packed . With all those typical turning off mats n minah. And we had a great time laughing when eating , with those fucking shit jokes ahhh. and u noe whenever we met up right kan , our day will like always laughing non stop ah. i mean like not really ahh but u noe. (: Finished eating at marina, decided to wait for this Farrah arh siol ahahahaahhahaahahahah at marina steps. And those gerls were happily camwhoring and im not into that shit cause i suddenly got moodswing. Cause im having problem with boyfriend that time. fara love cuden turn up and i miss that fuck laa (: And seriously , i cant wait to meet this farrah cause i miss her like FUCK . u noe that anot minah?ahahahhaha. And like, im texting here something like, " eh minah lu pat mane. lu cepat dtg ahhhh . lu ada hal dgn gua.linca"....hahahahahahah and when she came ar, the action was like funny ahh. i keep disturbing her ar.hahahahha. and that period of time, i swear i miss him . im like donnoe whats going on. whats happening ? haiz.
this is my dear farrah arh siol. da bukan farrah san ah eh? hahahahahaha =]
this are my kecoh bitches.
aand this six are the best , the kecoh like fuck. i love them alot .
and can u see SHE's taller than me?!?!? mane boleh! i used to be taller than her u noe. and i was like wearing super slack dat day.and u noe, we used to be like fucking enemy . mcm minah gad0h dgn minah sial. But now we like love each otha so much. (:
& here, will always be. Since primary school. than seperated. then secondary school seperated always. back again after we left the school. Till now; i hope this will go far. dearest munnie.
can u see isha ? she's my secondary friend too and we get along very well. Dont talk about afah la, she's the best listening ear. she've been there for me . and even scold me like fuck just to make me realize my mistake .
again.
isha n farrah
afah n munnie
=]
at night!.
So those babygirls slept my house. And talk and talk about eveyrthing but munnie conversation n i stop half way. And i get irritated at home , i just cant stay at home when shit happen. i feel like one fuck like taht u noe. And that period of time i got so many problems in my head. This and that, but who was the one for me? My bf even got problem with me, until today.....until yesterday..& now everything are already over baby .
u choose to decide this .
for your final decision .
people might get sick reading thise. We've always been like this. Maybe im not ure girlfriend anymore, but deep inside u'll always be around baby . I'll always love & forever miss you. U're still my boyfriend deep inside , & i'll always be here if u think there's still us . Being through alot of shit might really make us hate one another, make this feelings fade but why? everything happen bcos of misunderstanding and hard to understand each other and give what each other want in our love . Being over to ego and sensitive , yet hot tempered make this r's go worse. And mum have always been telling to forgive and forget. Whenever u sleep and woke up in the next morning, forget whatever happen yesterday. But u choose not to forget and forgive cause u claim that u already hated me now , im no longer ur girlfriend. And whenever i woke up, i wont forget what had happen yesterday cause the feelings of heartache are still there. im speechless now . Im left with nothing to say. I tot ure looking 4werd for the future, but why cant we change ourself and let outself change even if we're in e wrong. Why only blame me and only think that ure perfect baby. im sorry for everything.
u choose to decide this .
for your final decision .
people might get sick reading thise. We've always been like this. Maybe im not ure girlfriend anymore, but deep inside u'll always be around baby . I'll always love & forever miss you. U're still my boyfriend deep inside , & i'll always be here if u think there's still us . Being through alot of shit might really make us hate one another, make this feelings fade but why? everything happen bcos of misunderstanding and hard to understand each other and give what each other want in our love . Being over to ego and sensitive , yet hot tempered make this r's go worse. And mum have always been telling to forgive and forget. Whenever u sleep and woke up in the next morning, forget whatever happen yesterday. But u choose not to forget and forgive cause u claim that u already hated me now , im no longer ur girlfriend. And whenever i woke up, i wont forget what had happen yesterday cause the feelings of heartache are still there. im speechless now . Im left with nothing to say. I tot ure looking 4werd for the future, but why cant we change ourself and let outself change even if we're in e wrong. Why only blame me and only think that ure perfect baby. im sorry for everything.
im sorry./
i have to get my butts off my house later.
cause i swear this shit is killing me.
life. life. this is life.
and not to forget , oh my dearest shakz.
we're are cousin but we;re more than cousin like friends.
we're so fucking close like sister. and i love this bitch like fuck.
and if u always read my blog kan people, actually i love every friends i had ahhh.
i treasure everyone. even our small moment that we once met ahhh, those meet up like,
ehhh nani jaza all, remember? (:
i love every single friend i had.
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