Saturday, August 9, 2008, 12:50 AM
Bus down to marina square and i swear it takes me 1 hr to think whether i should go or not.
its ullie treat for carls J for the 5 of us, THANKS ULLIE.
but things was so shagged.
I was feeling like fuckup and having a moodswings.
And alesana and other band songs really crack me hard in the bus hearing to that kind of song.
Thanks to fadley mp3, and i tune on to 98.7fm instead for bonnie & clyde to keep me awake and shake in the bus. (:
anyway, i just think that theres something not right in my life.
& idk why i cant seem to like really enjoy my day.
my mind have been wondering here & there and i really hate to feel this way.
My negative thought sucks alot i must say, its like ive been imagining things that what if i were to saw him outside with a girl, happily 2gather or kissing away. i mean is life, u may never noe if the another party move on easily.
my msges dosen works now.
two days time, lets see if this really continue.
and sunday was supposed to be our 8monthsary.
sigh
anw, after eating i went off feeling so fustrated knowing that the guys leave me cause they're heading home or some club shit.
and i swear i was fucking pissed and i decided to go off to meet maziz and afiq jen at town .
and they have been waiting patiencely for me at the control station.
HAHAHA. bukan sengaje, jgn janji. tell u people earlier on already.
and afiq jennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn is so different after the last time ive met him .
and idk why i tend to shuttttttttttt when i saw him .
but for sure, he still irritate me with this fucking guy name. i dont wanna mention who ah.
DIE DIE I HATE U FOREVER FOR BEING AN IRRITATING ASS AND WANKER.
* shakz n afah , u shud noe whu* (:
& as times goes by right, afiq jen is really out of control.
with his another friend, i cant stop laughing with the way they actually behave.
hahs.
bus down 132 back home with maziz while the rest took another bus.
and, thanks for sending me back home .
and in the bus, he purposely on this malay jiwang song.
he : ey ingat sape eh.
me : ingat mataer u ah.
he : elee, ingat dier eh. tk nangis.?
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
i really really miss him.
but, i guess time will tell.
thank you so much for making me feel thisway.
