Wednesday, August 13, 2008, 1:47 PM
First of all, sorry for not blogging cause im very very very busy for the preparation of my sister engagement this saturday. & im kinda excited of it and i know she so cant wait for her day. (: and in two years times, insyallah . wowwwwww!(: anyway, my computer is being a bitch again. and i cant log in to friendster , msn and blogger. and now im over my neighbour crib using his computer that is slowwwwwwwww like a tortise. grrrr! and for those who ive invited for this saturday, do come iye. (:and wannie engagement will falls on the next day after my sis which is sunday (:
anyway on , monday.. i went out with my sister to raffles city to get my charles and keith beg and my tops and im broke now. After which, went to the salooooon and get my hair dye. i tot of highlighting my they say my hair got so many colors already and so, i dye the whole hair and my friend say its a wasted of it bcos i can dye it my own.
and khairul say i looook like a masalah wanabe which is so the merepek.hahaha
and i dont think its BLONDE or not, im gona dye it black..
and anyway, it have been a week now. i told you i will still loves you as always and im still fighting for it. and for what ive ever done all this terrible 1 week, i finally got him back.
how does it happen?i decided to call his crib and thanks to his mum who past the phone to him. i tell you i was crying like a mad lady and dat was so shock to see me cry and called mum to asked me why am i crying.\and he decided to meet me yesterday. i wasen really looking for it cause who knows he never turn up right?
but he did. he came over and idk why i cant even face him.
he told me that he wanna leave me.
he told me he want me to move on.
he told me he want to see me happy.
he told me someone can make me happy.
and after what heve finish talking, of cos i cry like hell. i talk to him until he push me and look right into my eyes asking me,
" do u love me?"
"why u do this to me?"
and after the talk, everything are ok but its a bit different ok. idk la, i just love him and i just dont know what im doing. and after all when i look at his hp and friendster, my heart was so fucking painnnnnnnnnn i tell you. but still, now his mine. bitches who gets into my way, u'll see what gona happen.
baby, i love you. i dont wanna be with another person.
i love you.
and den met shakz at night with imah.
they were super shock.
me : sha da mataer dgn azlan?
shakz: tknk ahh. nanti patch break patch break susahhhhh!
hahahaha.
mcm cb aje dekni. *geram*
dats all. take care baby.
will update againn soooooooooooooon!
