Im feeling sick right now. Ive been having a slight headache here and there and it comes & go you know.. It started since my first day of work. Maybe bcos im not used to working long hour and i didnt have proper meal.. all i do was smoke smoke and smoke when working & the worse think ever is my throut sucks and pain like hell. Due to smoking . & as u know im not a menthol freak & thats the reason why my throut started to feel the pain like hell and ive a difficulty in swallowing now. & now, ive to stop smoking for awhile until it recover just like what mrskinny have advise me. Seriously, menthol sucks to the coreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee men. And when i smoke a bit only, wahhhhh the pain like hell. Another think i wanna kill that i have in me is being hot-tempered.For those who know me very well like boyfriend , and friend who have been advising me like muz and all, i really hate it and its not me who wants to be it or have it you see.
seriously i miss my boyfriend.i aware that things are drifting apart now. and even tho ive some close guyfriend of mine, i still love him and his the very best in my eye. he look cute and hot in my eye. his the nicest men after all i've met. Even tho fighting 23456 fucking times, countless- he'll always be my boyfriend. still the best and will always be my boyfriend. i dont want things to block our way seriously. And i dont even want things to even fade away. really.
And anyway, i hate people who really like " ehhhhhhhh ure pretty. seen u before, let go out 2gather. " or like, " ehhhhhh ure blablablacoolfuckingshit blaaa. lets meet uppp " and u know guys even do that ok. To increase ure popularity and ur no. of girlfriend n boyfriends that u called kickass boyfriends or whatsoeverla ey. i mean like ok, its not wrong but seriously for me , stoppppppppppppppppp it sial. my blog my say anyway.(:
*cheers*
