Monday, August 4, 2008, 4:12 AM
Just looking back @ how he react after break up,
it really show me that he can easily move on .
And i just wonder , how come people easily move on and proud to say that he or she is single after break up, not even after 24hours.
Yarrrr , i know that im stupid for holding on.
Now i cant even shed any tears, maybe not now but later.
But i just cant accept it when he keepon accuse me for this and that.
and that makes me hurt like hell.
and the another thing is that his againts every single thing that im doing and what i love to do.and this make another problem.
you know , even how much he hurt me eh.
how much i say that i hate the way he treated me,
i cant find words to explain how much i love him.
I just cant even explain to him, why i love him so much when he asked me the other day.
i didnt say that im the one that always right.
but we always fought all over the same thing.
its just that he cant accept the way i are.
The most hurftul thing when he called was when he said,
" hello. please delete my pictures at ur friendster".
and just when i log in to my friendster, i realize that his GONE under my friendlist.
which is, he delete me earlier onnnnnnnnnnn when i was away at swimming pool.
he tried to hurt my feeling and spot my mistake,
that is what he loves to do.
but i just cuden stand it and throw shit words to him and just put down the phone u noe.
and i didnt even cry even tho it really hurts me.
but inside, its like sink-ing sial.
ok.
seriously, i know a man always like have the strength to do whatever he want.
he can just throw and pick a new one easily ah.
but seriously, if u are like that.
that really show me the real u .
now i know u try to do things that can hurt my feeling like ccb ah.
and overoll, u are a ccb .
and yesh, u win.
bcos i still loves u, and u dont love me anymore and thats what u said.
so its like, basically if u dont love the person kan, whatever she do to hurt u.. u wont feel hurt what.
and u proud to post this shit at friendster,
" hello to single life"
seriously, FUCK U MEN.
IF I HAVE THE POWER TO CAN KILL U, I'LL.
THIS IS WHAT I ALWAYS TELL U.
IF I CAN REALLY KILL U, I'VE ALREADY KILL U .
and i miss this fella much.
but well.
fuck off la sial.
