Wednesday, September 24, 2008, 5:48 PM
Cinta,
he said, " i dont wanna read or know anything about your love story!!!".
and it may seem your pretty sick of forgive and forget , or my or even our love story.
i cried in the inside. i which i could just grab a knifeand just, arghhhhhhhhhhh
you know.
its really killing me softly.
But no matter what,
dream of having me for the future.
Dream on for having him for your future.
Bcause no matter how much i suffered or get all the blame to myself,
as i can still breathe, and stand up right' i'll fight for it.
afterall, im always willing to forgive but not to forget people who have to deal with me.
Called me a dumb to forgive people who've done so much sin towerds me, cause i always believe everyone make mistake in life.
beside,
im pretty stress about this issue in my life now.
hopefully things will be alrite.
maafkan daku.
on another hand, a girlfriend always wanna feel special.
a girlfriend wanna feel what a girlfriend shud be treated as.
a girlfriend wanna feel so much love, care and concern from their boyfriend.
a girlfriend wanna share every single thing with her boyfriend.
a girlfriend wanna be pampered , ( not always )
a girlfriend need respect from her boyfriend.
and as for me.
i feel the love , care and concern.
but ive never be pampered not once.
ive never feel what a girlfriend shud feel or shud be treated as.
does a relationship only need love? just showing off love not action or action that give so much happiness and joy?
no team work at all. im always the one who express things out.
speechless.
Labels: heart being crash.
