Sunday, September 28, 2008, 11:59 PM
I think im putting on so much weight. And i think ive a huge appetite this few weeks. And i just think that im not slim anymore, not that fat but im putting on so much weight. I eat when im bored, and continue eating and eating whenever i stress. Of cause there's a reason why i didnt fast. And when people see my tummy they say this,
" omg. den u wont look slim with bikini anymore!! stop eating ". and i think thats true! and talking about me in bikini, i cant wait to hit sentosa end of next mth after raya finish.(:
im stress now, im FAt now. okla, FAT. but i dont understand skinny people say that they are FAT; siow.
but anw, i was so stress and i feel very very guilty about yesterday incident. really :( :( :(
and since im bored to death at home, and will start the clean of house ONLY TOMOROW, chialat leiiii. i went vivo to get my acces. But than, i get nothing for myself only FOOD and FOOD and FOOD. and i always pick something for baby. But in the end, i put it back. i told myself, " he dosen think of me.why shud i always?"
i miss him.
and i bet u people are sick of reading about me keepon saying i miss boyfriend.
but really, i miss him so much.
*sigh,
im FAT right?bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!.goodnight.
anw if u notice that my blog is NOT PRIVATE NOW, soon i'll make it back to private. i just let kpo people read my blog sepuas puas hati mereke 1st can?:) than u have to leave me ure email so that i cud invite u. and dont go saying, SHiiittttttttttttttttttttttt!, when my blog are back to private.hehehehehe.*toodles*
