For now relationship are growing stronger and smoothly.Each and everyday, im starting to love him more. Hoping to have a longer relationship ahead with him. At the end of the day, no matter how silly fights we've came across with, how many tears ive wasted ; ive never regret being with you, love. No matter how many great good guyorbestfriend ive came across with or had, you are the best ,love. You are my top priority, you are the one that ive seen love in your eyes. You are the one i wanna be with for the future. Recalling those day how we met each other make me feel like laughing my ass out. I didnt expect us to go this far , i didnt expect that the relationship still hold on so tight. right baby? For all those silent cry i ever had, im happy now. Happy for what we've been now. We're strangers few years back, we have our own love last few years back. But now, we're making our own love. We're not strangers but lover now, right baby? (: I am the girl who love to daydreaming. I am the girl who always dream that he are the one fo me in the future. I am the girl who always hope fo so much good thing to happen. I am the one who always asked this to my baby," b. nak kawin". hahaha. Just bcos i love him so much. I love him more than i love myself.(: He might not be the one who gona waste his time enjoying dating the sun with me, he might not be the one who will go club and dance with me to the mars, he might not the one who loves helping me painting my nails, find for me sexy clothes, be my shopping partner, or just every single thing i love doing. Because , he make a different in all. He is different from the rest of the guys ive been with, im hoping for. Somehow, i wish that he could be there with me enjoying what i love doing in life. But sometimes, i respect things that are meant to be that way. Ive accept him for who he are. Who he is. And i believe that, nothing is much more important than having him by myside. Do u know that he is the precious one?
Silly arguement of enjoyment that i love to have always be a story issue. But at the end of it, i know that he wants me to go to the correct way. He dosen want me to forget my life for the life that are shareed with different enjoyment. He wants me to be a independent lady, who can stood up for myself even if one day he would leave me alone. He wants me to wake up from all those things ive wasted in life, school, company of all those people and etc. He wants to see me to grow up to be a good person . He wants me to set up my goals and wants me to strive for it. Because all along my teens life, im too over pampered with oldlove,familys and life. All along im a lazybump, who always depends on others, depand on what i have. & he'll say," its not that i dont want to show u so much love. pampered u will so much things. U know u'r my soul, deep down inside i love you so much lynn. But i just want you to wake up and be prepare for what gona happen and treasure what u have n stood up for urself." Ever heard of this, "mangkin dimanje, mangkin naek kepale".aahahah. he love saying that u know.
But anw, i love you my babylove oh babylove. I miss him so much..
& i cant wait to meet him tomorrow. Only god know how much i miss this boy.
and the 1st thing i'll do after buke will be hugging and kissing him non stop. ~lol.
take care dearest!
