Wednesday, October 8, 2008, 6:22 PM
I woke up and decided to sleep again to continue the dream that im having.
How does it feels like when ure dreaming of ure ex boyfriend that wanted to be with u back.
He was like crying and begging asking for apologise tons of time i tell you.
but then i realise that that period of time, his gf ditch him like fark and dats the reason why he came crawling back to me.
And he was already 1year plus with his girlfriend n after what had happen than he decided to come back to me.
In that dream right, i was pushing him away.
I was like telling him imhappy with my boyfriend. and i told him where shud i put my bf than.
But the worse thing is that , i peak a chance to think that it wasen wrong to forgive him and start anew since he was my 1st love.and how beautiful it gona be like when we're back 2gather.
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
BUT THAN,
i keep pushing him away telling him,
its impossible between us.
Even if fadhli wasen with me, i woulden give him another chance to let him prove anythg to me or let us rewind & start anew.
i tell you, i can see that his crying ok in that dream.I can even see the face of his girlfriend somehow.
and than, my housephone ring like idiot than i woke up.
and my dream ended.
wahhh piang i tell you,
tak semestinye mimpi org tuu rindu seseorang tu ok.
bcus ive never missed him before.
(:
anw im sicked of planning things .
when this person cant make it, than that person can make it.
Than another person can make it but abit late.
wahhhh i tell you, im not gonna plan anything already.
but instead im gona just join in the fun if something are already plan so well.
i feel like working.
but ive been pushing away those job bcos i decided to work maybe after raya.
grrr.
on another hand, my anak sedare is getting more cute and cute and cute i tell u.
bcos whenever my dad come home, she'll run to the door not to salam but to angkat that heavy bag and than put into my dad room.
and u know, when she walk behind u and when u put ur hand behind or what soever , this cute girl will follow whatever shit u do.
cute right?
but u dont know, how degil she is.
aku kat ruma ni skg da mcm tarzan i tell you.
grrrrrrrrrr!
