Anyway, i dont mind you people tagging my blog. As far as i concern, i'll start to ban people when they think they are one big mofo who think they own their right to hate tag people blog. & if you happen to drop by people blog, there's so many hate taggers who create nuisance at people blog. This is simply bcos they had nothing else better to do, they hate that person , or people who came across jealousy. Simply say, no life. So what what if i have a bad english or whatever youve mention. Once ive finish typing, i publish and thats its; no time to re-check it.So, up to you . :)
Anyway,yesterday i was like home all the way taking care of baby. And you know mum n sister left me at home and im suppose to meet attica but than i was stuck at home till 9pm. I was so pissed you know, and i got nothing better to do at home , and im just like a mummy to this lil girl. Cook for her, play with her, give her milk, sleep with her and entertain all he rubbish. And of cause, im super duper bored plus my hp credit is lowwwww. Its like fucking saturday men and it have been a long time since ive last enjoy my weekend. :( and still feeling the super duper bored, i text baby who is busy working. I was so feeling in a mood to actually travel all the way down to jurong from my place hougang just to actually have dinner with him, than i dont want him to send me back. But you know, this boy always disagree with me. Whenever i wanna go his area, he dont let me bcos its fucking far and like an hr plus or so journey. And the last time i actually went over to his place is like a fucking few months back lor wen im still working under mediacorp. and i tell you, the feeling kan taking the mrt like wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
But since he disagree with it, he told me he will come over and maybe we'll go somewhere mustafa centre. HAHAHA. i dont find it bored tho. and as usual saturday night la kan, packed with bangla.grrrrrrr. Went off around 9plus pm when he came and just as we reached there we didnt enter mustafa centre but we just go in into this mall that sells all the watches and im inlove with this espirit and babygirl gold watch. & i pretty think i need a new HP and a new WATCH now bcos im using mum old sony phone now. :(:( anyone wanna buy for me? hahahah.
Nothing much there. Went to the nearest coffee shop and had our thosai as craving. and this mannnn at this coffee shop are nuts. You know why? baby wanted to actually order prata but than he say he dont want since we're dropping by the 24hrs coffee shop opp my hs later on werds. so i told baby, " okayy den.lets pay". and before baby call the mannnn, i told baby i wanna tissue paper.
baby : man, baya semue ni dgn satu tissue paper.
man : haa?
baby : kire semue ni brape and satu tissue paper.
man : okay okay.
so we waited like fucking long lor and u know, tkde satu take oder pon kay kat luar. and i was like asking baby why they took so long to actually calculate all and add one tissue paper. Than you know, this MANN ni come with one fucking big prata tissue and put it on our table. its fucking big lor like the size the table where me n baby face at. and you know, BIG QUESTION MARK ON MY HEAD. i was like looking at baby and thinking , i know baby wanted to eat prata but i dont think he oder what. Than baby look at me and i look at him so fucking blur.
baby : man, tissue paper. TISSUE PAPER. we never oder ni.
and this mannn muke mangkok liao lor. abeh he wanted to take back that mcm nak tknk. who care sia? we didnt oder what. dummy. so next time, dont say tissue paper but must say ONE PACKED OF TISSUE PAPER so that he can actually understand. grrr.i do think partly is our fault also la. sape nak g bebual panjang2 kan.bcos if opp my hs coffee shop, me n my friends always asked tissue paper dorg kasi one packed ape. aiyaaaaaa....So Nothing much, went home. Than waited for dad to buy us soup tulang than watch sumpah pocong 2gather then slept around 3am the whole family plus bf.
pkpk blek mcm dummy betol lor ni man. aiyo.
anyway, im happy and glad things are back to it normal track now. 6 days down the road with the heartache feeling really can make me go crazy you know. and finally, i always woke up with a smile and always feeling happy cause i know baby will always msg me the same old " b i love you " thing. I know that this thing keepon come and go, but if it wuden me who think i need to sacrifice and if it wuden me who make it stay , i think this r's is dead long time ago already. Bcos i know he love me, and i know i dosen deserve this way. 10 more days to our 1 year anniversary. Without you, there's no more anniversary for us. and till now, ive always been loving you more and more. :) pls dont make me go crazy and cry again and again and hurt myself.
his babygerl :)
i love you b. and he dont really likes taking pictures lor :(
with just this, and ini pon in the lift when we're gg backand to rewineback la kan, our 1st picture taken .i miss my old hair color than now
hopefully, this will stays.
