Friday, November 28, 2008, 2:31 AM
I came across this person who is really a happy lucky crazy go person and somehow its weird to see him like that but i wished i was like him. && you know why?its like heaven pretty away from stress. And when said ure stress, he'll say " ape tu stress.relek laaa.stress buat ape.enjoy..." and you know when u told him about ure problem like in lovesick shit , he'll reply something like " relek lorrr. takmo stress" and sometimes talking to this kind of person i know sometimes it will kill your fucking nerveee . Its hard for me to explain how he is la but you know this person you will hardly see him talk seriously cause his mindset is like this, kalau niairi aku rase aku nak tgk movie, aku pegi.kalau aku rase aku nak club minum tongang tebalek aku g.kalau aku rase aku nak tdo besok tk bangun, so aku tdo tkya bangun & etc. you know what i mean. For him, is like ; whats love?whats stress?whats crying? and of cos his not good in convincing people ahh tapi he'll lagek mcm sakitkan hati people without tk sengaje lor. and its like, how i wished i could be like him. Than i can asked people and tell people, whats stress?whats the meaning of having bf?whats crying?why are u sad?" Really lor. Life with ure own money, without sharing and doing whatever u like. take care of ureself and not commiting too much of girlfriends and relationship. Its like ure living in ure own fucking world lor .Shop till you drop, nightlife till u decided to miss your momma . Easy life.
Time checked: 2:40am.
i wished tomorrow i woke up, i'll listen to nice word and i hope tomorrow will be a brighter day for me.
6 fucking days. ive been down the drain.
how do you think that feels?
SICKSICKSICKSICK!
& b, i know you love me.
but sometimes im thankful to have a boyfriend who dosen club. Sometimes la. bcos than u need not worry about him and there's once ive this ex-bf of mine who club frequently, ive once call him and a girl answer.
a girl pick up his phone : helloooooooooooooo. sape ni.(suare mentel nak mampos okayy)
me : urh?!? sape ni? tu siape siaaa? *insertname* bf aku mane?
a girl pick up his phone : oh lynnnnnnn ehh?ni *insertname* laa( which is his fucking EX-GF okayyy!)
me : eh panggil *insertname*
a girl pick up his phone : japppp ehh ( suare mentel nak mampos. of cos bckground bising2 lor and can hear this fucking exbf ws like talking with his friend)
me : ehhh kau nak mati ke ape?knape tu pompan angkat calls aku?knape kau bole dgn dier sia?( sape tak marahhh okayy!!)
he : ni sape. b eh? i tgh *insertshit* uhh b .relek ahh .marah2 knape siaa?( smiling or luffing and i think its better dat he die lor)
me : ehh thanks ehh. aku rase kalau kau tongang tebalek dgn tu betine atau pompan2 laen pon aku tkkan tau pe. club uh kau. g uh *insertshit* dgn member2 kau semue takpayah balek atau mampos pon bagos. buat pompan kau tunggu kat ruma macam tunggu anak balek.
and i tell you, i call him a few times and he didnt pick up .
and youu knoww the next day i met him cos we're gg to ecp with the others.
me : knape *insertname* boleh dgn u slm? knape dier boleh angkat call i slm?mesti dier ade angkat call laen2 ape.mesti dier da dgn kau pe slm atau da plann.
him : i tk tauu la b. i pon tk tau dier angkat call, dier ade kt sane. tadi dier call i ckp i ok ke tk baru i tau dier ade dgn i slm. but sumpah i tk plan dgn dier. i dgn member2 i abeh terserempak abehh dier member i nye kawan.
me : biase la pompan sundal yg slalu regular kat club.( ok tk menghine)
NASIB LOR BF AKU TK CLUB. sometimes ade disadvantages and advantages nye la kan. and i tell you, ive been through people and diff kind of attitude. But im lucky, n proud to have a nice well groom bf. Even tho fucking ups and down . AKU TKNKKKKKKKKKK BF AKU MCM TU. can feel e heart pain you know.grrr
bby, i know you love me.
i hope things will get betta for us.
ily.
