Saturday, November 15, 2008, 2:53 PM
im truely dissapointed with my very own bestfriend for the 2nd time.
its very heartbreaking and i cant be bother to go out and face some idiot because im very very angry , dissapointed and sad towerds what have been done frm he/she.
who im gona lost next than?
im trying my very best to be patience n not blew off my head.
i just hope some people will just grow up and think properly.
and stop behaving like kids.
how bad the loves one had done to you, learn to treasure and cherish what u have now, such as relationship.
its a part n parcel of life.
if you cant get hold of this, it will continue on & on .
be a man.
im trying to be patience.
anyway, its saturday now. and you know i'll feel so dragggg shit if i wanna go out and as ive mention earlier on ive been staying at home most of the time enjoying the food and the nice movie on suria and channel 2.
and saturday feels so coool and windy outside there,
and the mood of me going out is fucking drag cause i'll feel like shit drag my ass to the place of where im suppose to go.
and bf have been telling me, " da sedapkan naek moto."
and ive never like taking bikes i tell you because ure hair will get mess up and ure make up tend to fadeeee.
and i think, being too much spending time with bf and a run round with his bike make me feel very lazy to take the nel or ride on the bus. You know the other time where i met shakz at habourfront, it feels like heaveeennnn lor in the nel . brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
and i'll wait for people to come and text me and bring me out.
its not that ive never care for my bf bike but sometimes i just dont like when i think of his history.
likewise when he told me he put a small box on his spark bike, i told him its ugly and i dont like it.
and he say," have you ever bother about my bike meh?"
is idiot you know. and i dont even have my own helmet and will always borrow dad helmet bcos i just cant be bother.
but i think, now i care.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
ok crap.
:)
ps: stop asking me whether im going zoukout or not because i want to goooooo :'( :'( but i cant go.
getting sick, the taste of eating sucks to the core.
