Wednesday, November 26, 2008, 11:33 PM

So lets put the jiwang-jiwang thingy aside and continue blogging. :)
Yesterday, too broken hearted and cant decide things by myself, getting so stress up that i think you love me this way more la ehhh.. i just went out and i got no where to go. After a long time since ive last get dress and actually step up from the house, i finally did! cause i dont think people care about how im doing and etc about my condition. And i decided to drop by afah baby place. And u know, i was in the bus all alone down to spore flyer without any mp3 and i tell you i was feeling feeling mabok already cause i didnt have my proper meal before i left house. And that fucking bus drop me at esp lor and i have to walk all the way to spore flyer alone. So i take my own sweet time, breath in & breath out , try not to think about whats had happening.

Just as i reach spore flyer, i tell you it was my first virgin there lor. And afah baby pick me up at popeye and then bought food but i didnt eat cause i dont have the mood to eat so i get myself one milo which taste so much like MILK, yuckssssss than off to afah work place.

here she is :) We talked while we're eating. And you know, she will always try to be there for me when im in need. Like a big sister to me who will come nagging when she saw me like suffering & etc. left around 9pm, off to esp.
& to my dearest afahbaby: thnks sayang for being there for me at all times. Thanks for caring about me and love me lor. :) and you know, im not really good in words . But i really really love you like only god knows and i just wanna say thanks to you for helping this & that. We may live far, but ure always close in my heart. i know sometimes i jarang2 layan u whe im online. cause when im online msn, i pretty lazy to chattt you see. i dont even entertain people that muchhh. andd whatever it is, i hope to meet you and enjoy our day with the rest of the mighty. Kan babygirls? dont tell me you dont miss all those fun lor. :)

Off to esp. and i tell you i was feeling shagged already. i dont have any cigg with me and dad didnt left me any more cause his off to jb for a day. And i tell you, i walk all the way back to esp from spore flyer and its like wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lor and my stomach cramp like hell. Siit by the side , then i saw alot of couple kissing la hugging la and its like idiot lor. Than fara came with the rest. & zul look soo chubby lor. and i tell you, i cant stop luffing when fara say that zul got a chubby face and perot boncet and you know like hagagagaa. fucking cute lorrr. This couple are fucking wahh cannot tahan when they talk its like fucking friends lor. But on the other hand , they are fucking sweet couple. Have been a long time since we last met eh baby. Like finally and i miss her like fuck. :)



Decided to left the place around 10 like that. Than home sweet home. Than fara slept my house at night, and we both decided to sleep only at 5am which she actually dose off 1st lor. Mcm pantat. and you know tht night, she have fucking fluu while i keepon go in and out the toilet. fucking diarhoe lor. grrrrrrr. Both of us are in like a stress mode and i hope everything will be okay for fara.
baby. stay strong k? 6 hari aje la kek.hagagag. but i know how you feel. whatever it is, im always here and you know my hs is like 24hr welcome for youu bby.:) :)

Woke up around 2pm, off to tamp mall and i think im so fuckng lazy to update about tat. Only decided to went off around 1030, and da aku kene balek sorg2 la kan. So, ive tried to put everythg aside and just hope for the best. I just dont wanna force things and im just not happy by the way u treat me. Ive long accepted you for who u are bby. i just wanna feel wht a gf shud feel and be treated like. And you know and everyone know i fucking love you. Do i deserve this?
baron almost called me you know.
and how does it feel when ure feeling over the move after a long time of not feeling it?
Even if i died, i dont think you care. Cause i know, u may just visit me and say the same things over and over again.


and this baby of mine is growing lor.
and shes just 1 yr 7mth now and i tell you, bathing with her showing her how to shampoo and brush her teeth really funny cause ive to dance like an idiot in the toilet while bathing than she can do what im doing.
and you know, i look silly lor.ahahahha.
and playing around with the shampoo kan, this baby keepon falling and cant stand up for fucking three times and thann came crying mcm ape g2 in the toilet.
grrrrr.
and baby, pls dont call khairul BAPAK.
OMFG.
HAHAHAHA.

ok. dats all. :)





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