Time checked : 5.53am
Few minits left to 6am and im having stomach cramp now. Its fucking painful than can really make me cry you know. ._. && i thought i would sleep and get up and forget about all those problems and off to meet my friends without minding about what i can do,what i cannot do for now. But i think i'll be in bed later or so, and if im cool with it, maybe i shall drop by hougang swimming complex today.
Im feeling so moody+hearbroken+stress+moodswing. i dont know what else to do to get out from this shit feelings you know :(. only if im working,than i could keep myself busy at least.
not at home, occupied with all those movies and problems came running through here & there.
Yayayayayayaya, its a fucking part n parcel of life lor you say. But you know, its feels like blearghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh leii. :(:( how?


anyway, im so feeling the mood of morning wind and afternoon wind.
in a mood to feel its SCHOOL HOLIDAY lor.
&& i dont know how come when i hear to songs, it can really make me rewind back of all those old times with friends and the person who are gone for good.
im feeling abit abit of jiwangg now, adding to those emotional feelings i have now.
:( :( :(
Aiya.

i miss his voice than.