Saturday, December 20, 2008, 12:10 AM
when relationship starts to really get shaky, than back to normal than more shaky,
i always hope that i can still breathe, i can still manage to stay strong, i try my v best not to cry when im hurt.
but sometimes when things always keepon happening and its gona be again & again,
i just feel that sometimes he dosen worth me.
or i dosen worth him or whatever shit it is.
When u are not playing behind ure boyfriend back or girlfriend back in a r's, that is so good already.
Thrash all those friends bcos of ure partner.
i just hope he worth all those thing ive done, every single thing .
or i worth everythg that he've done for me.
i just hope , really hope that i wont start to hate you.
or my feelings towerds you started to fade,
or maybe i just hope that i wont be back to the very old me.
everyday misunderstanding,
not understanding each other seems a never ending journey.
so what else should i say now.
i am a woman who behave like one,
how do you feel when a guy told you how silly ure feelings turn out to be when you know female always have the weakest heart.
you dont expect all girl to behave like a guy,
to be very strong and easy to forget something when they are hurt,
u dont expect a girl not to cry when they are heartbroken like u guys,
cause not all guy can really cry about stupid sick love.
i just dont know what to decide.
:(
anyway after a long time of not meeting kiki,
finally :)
catch up soon baby.
*miss you*
:)
i always hope that i can still breathe, i can still manage to stay strong, i try my v best not to cry when im hurt.
but sometimes when things always keepon happening and its gona be again & again,
i just feel that sometimes he dosen worth me.
or i dosen worth him or whatever shit it is.
When u are not playing behind ure boyfriend back or girlfriend back in a r's, that is so good already.
Thrash all those friends bcos of ure partner.
i just hope he worth all those thing ive done, every single thing .
or i worth everythg that he've done for me.
i just hope , really hope that i wont start to hate you.
or my feelings towerds you started to fade,
or maybe i just hope that i wont be back to the very old me.
everyday misunderstanding,
not understanding each other seems a never ending journey.
so what else should i say now.
i am a woman who behave like one,
how do you feel when a guy told you how silly ure feelings turn out to be when you know female always have the weakest heart.
you dont expect all girl to behave like a guy,
to be very strong and easy to forget something when they are hurt,
u dont expect a girl not to cry when they are heartbroken like u guys,
cause not all guy can really cry about stupid sick love.
i just dont know what to decide.
:(
anyway after a long time of not meeting kiki,
finally :)
catch up soon baby.
*miss you*
:)
