Thursday, January 8, 2009, 4:51 PM
Hello babies.
Now im free from job, and im waiting patiencely for my pay!! :) :) wuhuuu.
Blush, blush, blush.
& im meeting farhana on this coming 20th and im so super excited! and you know, the best thing is that we both birthday are on the same date/ 15th april la abehh (:
but she\s turning 21 while im just turning 19.lol.
:)
anyway, life have been pretty fine for me. Im over with stupid things, im on my stupid own track now but now im creating stupid trouble again and i need to be responsible for it. gahhhhhhhhhhhh.. but as you know lifes have always been ups n down . So yeah, mine was like that toooooo but now i somehow feel as if im over the moon. i just dont know why.
:) the other day i met dave, my primary school friend. I think i like saw him somewhere around sengkang la kannnnn. hahahahahahahahaha! *you know i know ahh* hehe. and dave is my primary school friend. and now, he've grown up and im so suprise when i saw him with his super4 and his another bike aprila. omfg. and he's just 18 okayyyyy and he complain that he kena accident recently and now on mc for like 25days. :) i tot he was like a yr older than me you know, but than think back , alaaahhh dekni padehal primary 6 same class dgn aku. gheee. and we talk for a lil while dat time, and i was with shakz.
and omg shakz! i miss her so much.
you know when i was working, i was so bz working until idk what day is today. but i always cant wait for my off day. Working with blush was really super but again, i dont think you need my explanation here.and of cause when im bz working, i dont have my time. i dont have time for my family either and working too long kan, i have this in me. HOME SICK! really okayyy. i still remember, the past few jobs i was working for like fucking 2 week straight okay and i cry at work bcos i miss home. i miss my baby, my sister, my mum dad, sister and everyone. grrrrrrrrrrrrr....
and on top of that, of cause ive been mising my friends.
i dont know when will i be meeting them.
and i realli miss them alot till i dream of them.
and the worse thing is that,
i dream of the stupid ex bf who actually save me from something and reach out for my hand, pull me and say," lets go. run away! lets start our r's freshly and back to square one". wtf right! but when i woke up i tell you, i was like so geli lor to dream of him. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. omg omg omg.and b say," miss him la tuu".
i swear i dont okay.
geli plus irritating.
awwwww...
anyway, now im actually over my neighbour house.
im so bored at home.
and you know sometimes i just wish that i will stop seeing everyone and start back a new life. idk why i think that way, i just dont know. tahhhhhhhhhh eh.i also dont know what im talking here.
but seriously, im too softhearted and cant see people dalam kesusahan in anyway, and too many people have pijak kepale already. But when im trying to tighten those screw, i feel bad also. But my other friends say," u have to do this lynn bcos they all da naek hantu n pijak kepale u already".
so whatever it is,
maybe im born to be with all those idiots la kan.
and you know, im playing games with them now.
i just hope that you people will grow up and think.
but you know , now i see people la kannnn pakai nak lawa2 mahal2 but end up they dont have money in their pocket at all.
duh.
anw, two more days gona be my 1year 1mth with my b.
lol.
b, iloveyou.
:)
and babygirls, meet up soooooooon!!
