Sunday, January 18, 2009, 8:22 PM
Recently some unexpected things happen. Having so much fun until we almost forget everything. And bcos of that , munnie & i lost our fucking beg which consist of ..her hp, all her cards like atm card ,ic and everything.
same to mine, plus my newly bought ralph lauren perfume,my make up beg and all . and i really dont want to say much bout that cos u know , crying and talking over a spilled milk is no use. And when that shit happen, im just really speechless. Everything was in my head already but getting too pissed off & too should i say SAD?nonono idk how to explain my feelings that time after knowing i lost my fucking BEG really. And i know i gona get all those fucking nagging when i got home the next day .
But afterall, we have fun.
Sorrey to shakz , and farrah that we didnt talk about this plan to you but im sure we people gona have a fucking ladies night after you know. huhuhuhuuuuuuuuu ...soonnnehh okayy :)
and of cos, imah went mia and i dont think is a need for me to find her.
and to you babe, you want this so GOODLUCK!
you know some people can just live with bf or gf without having any friends.
:) what to do, people grow up.
Like my sch mate say, no use of finding people even tho is ur fucking bestfriend for like 8 yr since she decide this.
i dont give a damnnnnnnnn but my life still continue without her.
OF COS!
do i miss her than?
what do you think... :)
anw, i only have this wif me.
Sorrey to shakz , and farrah that we didnt talk about this plan to you but im sure we people gona have a fucking ladies night after you know. huhuhuhuuuuuuuuu ...soonnnehh okayy :)
and of cos, imah went mia and i dont think is a need for me to find her.
and to you babe, you want this so GOODLUCK!
you know some people can just live with bf or gf without having any friends.
:) what to do, people grow up.
Like my sch mate say, no use of finding people even tho is ur fucking bestfriend for like 8 yr since she decide this.
i dont give a damnnnnnnnn but my life still continue without her.
OF COS!
do i miss her than?
what do you think... :)
anw, i only have this wif me.
This was on the 16th of jan, on friday night than (:
Afah went back to my crib since she sleeep over my house. And to my babygirls, i just feel that you know that time we do have this fishy fishy like feelings in us right but im sure we gona get use to it and thrash all those feelings.. and to my dear farrahrocher , i will never forget this bitch of mine and plss leave me ure fucking no and dont you dare want to mia mia from me ahhhh.
and to my dearest babygirl shakz,
18th of jan.
happy 18th bdae babyyyyyyyyyyy .
You can wat?smoke/club/boozeeeeeee nowwww like finally right.hahaha.anw, may all ur wishes and dreams come to and may u enjoy ure 18th bdae yeahhhhh (:
and on the 16th of january.
happy 19th bdae to my dearest faradila.
you know i know, even tho shit happen i know u did enjoy ure day anddd happy bdae once again bitchhh ! :) :)
Afah went back to my crib since she sleeep over my house. And to my babygirls, i just feel that you know that time we do have this fishy fishy like feelings in us right but im sure we gona get use to it and thrash all those feelings.. and to my dear farrahrocher , i will never forget this bitch of mine and plss leave me ure fucking no and dont you dare want to mia mia from me ahhhh.
and to my dearest babygirl shakz,
18th of jan.
happy 18th bdae babyyyyyyyyyyy .
You can wat?smoke/club/boozeeeeeee nowwww like finally right.hahaha.anw, may all ur wishes and dreams come to and may u enjoy ure 18th bdae yeahhhhh (:
and on the 16th of january.
happy 19th bdae to my dearest faradila.
you know i know, even tho shit happen i know u did enjoy ure day anddd happy bdae once again bitchhh ! :) :)
anw, sometime too much things to take can really drive someone to crazy.
and ive never look down on people who suffer from depression and etc bcos i truely understand them and their situation.
Every people have their own problem n things to settle down.
Is the matter of how patience you can be and how matured u are to handle things .
im not good in words but i just feel that i dont have that patience shit in me. And i just feel that ive shed to much tears or maybe idk how to handle things by myself when things are really in a mess in my head.
i hope im doing fine and i just wished that i can get out of this shit and justt you know urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
but anw not to worry, i think im fine noww.
:)
My pay is being delay and work is being soooo shitt now.
and i tell you im so fucking pissed about that. bloody fuck.
and you know, i need to do something to my hair.
but i kinda like wavy hair.
but my hair also follow all those mood at times.
sometimes is okay , sometimes its really terrible.
gheeeeeeee...
bt anw im just who i am anw,
i love the way i am and all those people i have.
you have ure right to say whatever shit you want like that person who tag me,
ila : ure 18 but u look like 25?
oh dear. really?:) i cant say much. :)
how ugly i was you gona say,
it really dosen hit me tho.
and ive never look down on people who suffer from depression and etc bcos i truely understand them and their situation.
Every people have their own problem n things to settle down.
Is the matter of how patience you can be and how matured u are to handle things .
im not good in words but i just feel that i dont have that patience shit in me. And i just feel that ive shed to much tears or maybe idk how to handle things by myself when things are really in a mess in my head.
i hope im doing fine and i just wished that i can get out of this shit and justt you know urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
but anw not to worry, i think im fine noww.
:)
My pay is being delay and work is being soooo shitt now.
and i tell you im so fucking pissed about that. bloody fuck.
and you know, i need to do something to my hair.
but i kinda like wavy hair.
but my hair also follow all those mood at times.
sometimes is okay , sometimes its really terrible.
gheeeeeeee...
bt anw im just who i am anw,
i love the way i am and all those people i have.
you have ure right to say whatever shit you want like that person who tag me,
ila : ure 18 but u look like 25?
oh dear. really?:) i cant say much. :)
how ugly i was you gona say,
it really dosen hit me tho.
anw mum,
i just sometimes hope that you can stop repeating the same word again and again to me and asked me the same question again and again cause im afraid that being too stuckk i might just find a solution to stop this and stop what im feelingg inside.
overoll, i know how to handle my life and myself.
how bitch i look u people can say or i am,
i know how to handle myself.
im not a kid anymore mum.
im not a kid anymore dad.
so please .
i just hope everything will STOP.
anddd b4 i end this, i really miss this someone.
im over my friend crib now.
and im running out of time.
take care babies. :)
and oh yeahh, my blog will be back to private sooooooooooooooon.
pls pls pls people leave me ure email yeah if u want to ecp to all my friends.
:)
tag reply :
nura: hahaha.oh yeah thankks eh?hahaha
fyda: ade2 aje tauuu you..mane menghilangg haa! bt anw, tc darlinggg :)
esha: opps sorrey darling, it was a typo. i went over to tp la baby.hehehe.
wannie : haa.enggakkk sikkkkk (:
farrahrocher : u ahhh change here and there laa and like to mia mia ahhh.pls leave me ure new hp no okayy babe and you know i missssss uuuuuuuu so much!!!
nani : hey darling!! im really2 sorrey. i tot i have ure email but do leave me ur mail yeah cause its gona be back to private.and yeahh long to no see or hear ahh.... lols. tc baby!!!!
:)
done!.
mwah mwahh!
