I woke up, when i feel that there's someone disturbing me.
because there's only one person who always did that, and that is him .
i ignore and continue sleeping until i feel like,
"FADHLI??""
i woke up and saw,

















sigh,
not him.
but someone who is short and dark .
and than i didnt realize that my ring is gone until he say,
MANE CINCIN YOU?
and i was so super panic , and than its with himm.

dummy khairul.
buat org suspend ah youu.
and today gathering was being postpone. :( :( :(
to next week,
of cause im super excited to meet my secondary mates.
:)



me:boringgg ahhhh. malam2 bebual dgn pompan aje.
she: nak recommand tak?
me: eh boleh jugak ehhh . make sure kan yg tinggi2, yg hensem ke cute ke, ok ok uh (: and my type of guy ahhh.hahahah.
she: ade nii satu , nak tak. dier cute.
he: alahhhhh, tkpayah sudah. buat ape nak ni semue. kan best freedom.
me : sape nak pergi BG-rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! org nak buat kawannnnnnnnnn!!
he : alaaah kawan kawan abeh nanti mesti matair jugak pe.
me: merepek urh. hati da tertutupppppp la. da takde perasaan or ade terlintas nak carik yg baru pe.
she : alaa, just to make her get over him.
me: alaahhhh, i nak satu org ni. dier tinggi2. dier brown2 tak gelap sgt.dier cute2. boleh tk .
she/he: sape pulak?
me : alaahhh, dier bawak spark maron, rxz hijauuuu. name dier pon fadhli jugak. dier kan tinggi2. hensem cuteeeee and my type of guy.:)
she/he: LER. PERGI CARIK SENDIRI.


:)
tags replied:
afah: be strong beb=)
me: haha :)

elly: bby, i changed my link. re-link kay. (:
me: okayy darla! will do :)

zilla: profile picture is nice nice cousin. tc!
me : hahs. thnks dearie.:)

sabrina: ya the devil institute can juz go and die lor.this kind of ppl got no life.pathetic.aniwae,i pray tat u will b fiine
sabrina: n yes be strong
me : yesh dats true.some bloody people who got nothing better to do kan.duh. thanks alot baby.:)

passerby: move on, be strong beb. and i knw hw hard u went thru this **** but remember, think of the others who still care n love you. be strong lynn .
me: ive never ever stop trying to be strong and move on. and im still trying too.thanks alot passerby.:) :)

attica: hope you're alright.. you're strong.. you'll pull through.
me : yesh hopefully i am. i will, takes times. :) :)

Garda: sweetie, this isnt the end. euve a long way to go. try to move on okays? if eu wan. not forcing. ive felt like this before. euve 2 options, eu wanna stay or move on. pk btol2 kays babe ?
Garda: listen to whateva ur heart says. its not easy to move on, i noe. eu will tinkin of him every sec. right? anyway babe, hope ure doing gd. cheer up kays. tkmau sad2.
me: & thats so true. sometimes i feel like, i still wana cry. But sometime whatever people advise and when i think of it, i should move on. gheee. things just make me feel super complicated.but now as you see, im trying to move on. never easy to move on.:) dont worry darla. thanks so much beb.ily.:)

(:: Love is unfair sometimes. Look up for the bright side of life. its painful to move on, but u have to move cause what wasen your's wont be yours. If it is, it will always come back to u.cheer up syg!
me: and i always take up every advise to make me feel strong and move on. never stop trying even tho i fall sometimes :)

Farrah: Baby, follow your heart, do what's best for you.people can spill you with so many advice( because we care for you) but at the end of the day, you make your decision and after all these advice, a wise
Farrah: decision dear. life is never perfect but you can change that perspective the way you want it with lots of patience and definitely prayers. ily baby.
me: i know syg there'is still others who still care n loves me , and i just feel restless n speechless to even think of something to do rather than move on. you know, and nw im speechless already. baby, ily too. miss you :)

thanks alot dearies.
thanks everyone for all those advise.
im moving on, and i am moving on.
but i haven yet feel that his realli gone from my life.
bcos i still feel him, and of cause even tho im moving on
i'll always be here and will accept him back when there'is still hope for us.

again, thanks alot taggers :)

and my dearest belove granny are being admitted to the hosp ytd.
can i cry?
:( nenek , get well sooon. iloveyouverymuchnenek.
:(