Wednesday, February 11, 2009, 11:08 PM
sugar we're going down.
down.
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:(
anyway.
can i say i miss the girl upthere.?
No matter how far life brings us too, no matter how ugly our ups n down turn up too deep inside i love her and i do treasure her.
But in times to come, times tell that maybe we aren't meant for each otha.
but ive never puts vulgarities on my babies even tho they hit me very hard till i cried.
(i miss u afah.
and i'll always love yoooooou no matter what.)
:)
Ups and down,
just like what misunderstanding ever occur with me and boyfriend,
with me n my bestfriends.
i still call her bestfriend, and this apply to my baby imah.
when shee leave me, i hate her so muchhhhhhhhhhhh. i feel like killing her, but i know sooner or later we'll always get back together.
and im still counting our 8 years of being so close like sister,
and i really hope that she wont leaveee me again.
& when i say "im back with my bestfriend",
someone asked me this, ": than what about me?:("
and how silly can he be. ?of cos i wont forget my guy bestfriend,
muhd khairul izul shah.
i know him the best.
but maybe fadley know him the best bcos ididnt know that my bestfriend didnt drink plain water unless his very very thirsty.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
khairul : air mane?
me : air sejuk boleh?
fadley: khai mane minum air sejukkkkkkk. dier minum kalau dier betol2 haus je.
me : hahahahaha. ehhh?yeke?abeh air ape?
khai : ini u kate bestfriend?
hahahahahaha. ok sorry bt i really dont know whattt.
:(
my two lovelies.
and of cos i wont forget,
my dearest hometown.
and the used to be close with me: harry and ullie.
Everyone are growing up.
people changing. Friendship are drifting apart , and im really really sad when i see that people started not to botha about this friendship anymore.
even reunion gathering not much wants to attend.
so get what i mean when i say friendship are drifting apart? the power are deaaddddddd you know :(.
and you know how hurt i feeeel? maybe they dont feel it, but i do. Bcos i love them, each and every one of them and ecp the closest to my soul.
How ugly our misunderstanding ever turns out too,
u guys will always be there.
other than my closest guyfriends,
i still have my babygirl too.
my dearest 7sex.
no matter whats happening nowwwwwwwwww.
no matter what had happen recently betwee u both or she or that two or whoever,
i always hope that WE WILL BE BACK.
and BRING THE GIRLS POWER BACK.
unless when everyone agree that , nothing cud bring us back..
the least that we have is all those sweetest memories that we've once shared.
but i hope that wont happen.
and the rest ,
of cause will always be my very goodfriend.
:)
and not to forget,
on top of everything that i have, i got this special someone that i love so much. Sometimes i feel like killing him, sometimes i hate him for wht he have done but i still love him to the marssssssssssssssss(kening naek naek) you know.
but i feel so restless now,
i just feel that he dont need me anymore now.
sigh.
i just feel that he just dont need me anymore.
i just feel that only when he thinks he have a gf than he finds me.
sigh.
but anw now, i just feel so restless. i feel so dissapointed with him, with the news that faliq just broke to me . i just feel that everything is at the losing end now. and im feeling super duper sucks now and i feel like killing people.
maybe you can?
i feel like screaming until i got no voice anymore.
and somehow i feel like crying until i cant cry anymore.
im feeling so fuck up now?
i can feel that my temperature is going
up
up
up
up
and up now.
and my phone haven been ringing till just now.
sigh.
aminah. of cos ure among the bestest that i ever have.
dont be sad when i type everything up there and dont ever think that ive forgotteb you okay my bitch.
:)
im so sad now.
hais.
down.
down.
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
--
-
-
-
-
-
down.
:(
anyway.
can i say i miss the girl upthere.?No matter how far life brings us too, no matter how ugly our ups n down turn up too deep inside i love her and i do treasure her.
But in times to come, times tell that maybe we aren't meant for each otha.
but ive never puts vulgarities on my babies even tho they hit me very hard till i cried.
(i miss u afah.
and i'll always love yoooooou no matter what.)
:)
Ups and down,
just like what misunderstanding ever occur with me and boyfriend,
with me n my bestfriends.
i still call her bestfriend, and this apply to my baby imah.
when shee leave me, i hate her so muchhhhhhhhhhhh. i feel like killing her, but i know sooner or later we'll always get back together.
and im still counting our 8 years of being so close like sister,
and i really hope that she wont leaveee me again.
& when i say "im back with my bestfriend",
someone asked me this, ": than what about me?:("
and how silly can he be. ?of cos i wont forget my guy bestfriend,
muhd khairul izul shah.
i know him the best.
but maybe fadley know him the best bcos ididnt know that my bestfriend didnt drink plain water unless his very very thirsty.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
khairul : air mane?
me : air sejuk boleh?
fadley: khai mane minum air sejukkkkkkk. dier minum kalau dier betol2 haus je.
me : hahahahaha. ehhh?yeke?abeh air ape?
khai : ini u kate bestfriend?
hahahahahaha. ok sorry bt i really dont know whattt.
:(
my two lovelies.
and of cos i wont forget,
my dearest hometown.
and the used to be close with me: harry and ullie.
Everyone are growing up.
people changing. Friendship are drifting apart , and im really really sad when i see that people started not to botha about this friendship anymore.
even reunion gathering not much wants to attend.
so get what i mean when i say friendship are drifting apart? the power are deaaddddddd you know :(.
and you know how hurt i feeeel? maybe they dont feel it, but i do. Bcos i love them, each and every one of them and ecp the closest to my soul.
How ugly our misunderstanding ever turns out too,
u guys will always be there.
other than my closest guyfriends,
i still have my babygirl too.
my dearest 7sex.
no matter whats happening nowwwwwwwwww.
no matter what had happen recently betwee u both or she or that two or whoever,
i always hope that WE WILL BE BACK.
and BRING THE GIRLS POWER BACK.
unless when everyone agree that , nothing cud bring us back..
the least that we have is all those sweetest memories that we've once shared.
but i hope that wont happen.
and the rest ,
of cause will always be my very goodfriend.
:)
and not to forget,
on top of everything that i have, i got this special someone that i love so much. Sometimes i feel like killing him, sometimes i hate him for wht he have done but i still love him to the marssssssssssssssss(kening naek naek) you know.
but i feel so restless now,
i just feel that he dont need me anymore now.
sigh.
i just feel that he just dont need me anymore.
i just feel that only when he thinks he have a gf than he finds me.
sigh.
but anw now, i just feel so restless. i feel so dissapointed with him, with the news that faliq just broke to me . i just feel that everything is at the losing end now. and im feeling super duper sucks now and i feel like killing people.
maybe you can?
i feel like screaming until i got no voice anymore.
and somehow i feel like crying until i cant cry anymore.
im feeling so fuck up now?
i can feel that my temperature is going
up
up
up
up
and up now.
and my phone haven been ringing till just now.
sigh.
aminah. of cos ure among the bestest that i ever have.
dont be sad when i type everything up there and dont ever think that ive forgotteb you okay my bitch.
:)
im so sad now.
hais.
