Tuesday, March 3, 2009, 2:26 AM
Im inlove with this song ,
st12 -saat terakhir
(:
and ive been listening to malay songs ever since than lor, but i like acoustic more bcos its so romantic you know. And i think it have been a long time since ive last been like berjiwang-jiwang ahh,
friend: sejak bile kau dgr lagu-lagu melayu?
alaaah, korg mane tahu ni semue. (: hehehehehe.
Anyway, i just got back recently around 12plus like that. And i cant stand when dad start to nag. okay i know ive been going out almost everyday but you know, thats the least i can do to move on and pull through you know. Im trying to smile, laugh,have fun and be happy and the impt thing is, im trying to moveee on. Dad, i just hope that you can understand me.
And as mention earlier on, i went to see the doctor ytd noon. And i simply hate MEDICINE. but i have to take them and finish them by 7days before it get worseeee. argh, why always this shit happen to me.
But im super relief that , i didnt suffer from anything. thank god. and when the doctor keepon asking me question , this and that ..im like, aiyaa you make me feel like im really sick.
yesh la ive lost some weight.And the reason why i dont wanna go polyclinic instead bcos i know they will defer me to ttsh.
And the last time i went there was when i have eye infection that is super bad lor.
Allhamdulilah this wasen the cause of all those pills ive take last time.
anyway, i cant seem to cry anymore but i when i feel the heartache, i tell you it hurts so much.i dont know how many times im gona repeat this but yes, it hurts me so much. But on the other hand,im trying to look up and say,"okay lynn. get up and enjoy. dont look down and cry.dont look back. " but end up, do you think tears roll down from my eyes.
yesh it did.
errrr, not that i cant cry anymore but the tears are dripping lesser and lesser you know.
WHen im eating , laughing, sleeping or whatsoever .. i can just woke up and sit, or look at one side and suddenly think of him.
than i'll start to cry. ......... abit! yesh,abit.
all those why, what and everythg keepon running through my head.
and its not easy to move on.
Im sick of answering people question about my break-up with fadhli. Maybe we're just not meant for each otha. It ends just like that,and this is not what ive expected for.
gheeh; forget it.
hurts.hurts.hurts.hurts.hurts.
do i still love him?
and the answer is yes.
gahhhhh!but,
sometimes i feel that there's no point thinking and crying and loving and waiting for him bcos i doubt he wont be feeling that way.so yesh, im enjoying my day.
and i cant wait for that course.
please mum, i need this men.
please.please.please.please.
anddddddd..
to some guys out that which i dont wanna mention who.
You cant force to be love, and i just cant seem to love someone as much as how ive love him. Its not that im not giving you chances to like prove to me that ure better and you can do better but i just cant. i take it as friends, and that is that. And after you know from some idiot that im no longer with him, than u come finding me and etc etc.
and i always shout this at home you know,
b !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! knape la kau tinggalkan aku.
you know why?
haga. speechless.
ive yet take my medicine and i think thats all for today.
thanks mr for being there.
yeah, we're moving onnnn.
st12 -saat terakhir
(:
and ive been listening to malay songs ever since than lor, but i like acoustic more bcos its so romantic you know. And i think it have been a long time since ive last been like berjiwang-jiwang ahh,
friend: sejak bile kau dgr lagu-lagu melayu?
alaaah, korg mane tahu ni semue. (: hehehehehe.
Anyway, i just got back recently around 12plus like that. And i cant stand when dad start to nag. okay i know ive been going out almost everyday but you know, thats the least i can do to move on and pull through you know. Im trying to smile, laugh,have fun and be happy and the impt thing is, im trying to moveee on. Dad, i just hope that you can understand me.
And as mention earlier on, i went to see the doctor ytd noon. And i simply hate MEDICINE. but i have to take them and finish them by 7days before it get worseeee. argh, why always this shit happen to me.
But im super relief that , i didnt suffer from anything. thank god. and when the doctor keepon asking me question , this and that ..im like, aiyaa you make me feel like im really sick.
yesh la ive lost some weight.And the reason why i dont wanna go polyclinic instead bcos i know they will defer me to ttsh.
And the last time i went there was when i have eye infection that is super bad lor.
Allhamdulilah this wasen the cause of all those pills ive take last time.
anyway, i cant seem to cry anymore but i when i feel the heartache, i tell you it hurts so much.i dont know how many times im gona repeat this but yes, it hurts me so much. But on the other hand,im trying to look up and say,"okay lynn. get up and enjoy. dont look down and cry.dont look back. " but end up, do you think tears roll down from my eyes.
yesh it did.
errrr, not that i cant cry anymore but the tears are dripping lesser and lesser you know.
WHen im eating , laughing, sleeping or whatsoever .. i can just woke up and sit, or look at one side and suddenly think of him.
than i'll start to cry. ......... abit! yesh,abit.
all those why, what and everythg keepon running through my head.
and its not easy to move on.
Im sick of answering people question about my break-up with fadhli. Maybe we're just not meant for each otha. It ends just like that,and this is not what ive expected for.
gheeh; forget it.
hurts.hurts.hurts.hurts.hurts.
do i still love him?
and the answer is yes.
gahhhhh!but,
sometimes i feel that there's no point thinking and crying and loving and waiting for him bcos i doubt he wont be feeling that way.so yesh, im enjoying my day.
and i cant wait for that course.
please mum, i need this men.
please.please.please.please.
anddddddd..
to some guys out that which i dont wanna mention who.
You cant force to be love, and i just cant seem to love someone as much as how ive love him. Its not that im not giving you chances to like prove to me that ure better and you can do better but i just cant. i take it as friends, and that is that. And after you know from some idiot that im no longer with him, than u come finding me and etc etc.
and i always shout this at home you know,
b !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! knape la kau tinggalkan aku.
you know why?
haga. speechless.
ive yet take my medicine and i think thats all for today.
thanks mr for being there.
yeah, we're moving onnnn.
