Wednesday, April 15, 2009, 3:09 AM
i'll leave my blog this way,
so that you people can leave a msg if you want to find me.
and of cause i wont be blogging here.
since its the 15th of april today,
happy 19th birthday to me.i was in tears every now and than and im sorry people if you find me irritating when you know my tears worth nothing.
it hurts me deeper when my birthday have finally arrive.
and
just as i open my door ,my family where there singing me a birthday song with the birthday cake..
i hold up the cake, i blew it with babygirl adriana and i blew it with tears right infront of them.
i cant stand it, i really cant stop those tears.
just as the clocked strike 12am.
tears started to roll down from my eyes.
why does the birthday girl cries on her happiest day?
the answer will be with me,
and you may never know how much deeper it hurts me.
adding on to the msges that came rolling in that really touches my heart..
once again,
happy 19th birthday to me.
you are one of my wish that ive wishes for.
f a r e w e l l.
i was very surprise to get wish from people who i didnt expect to wish me.
also like my gf friend who know me, all those unknown no. ..
somehow most of the msges make me cry even more.
and really, thanks so much for the wishes and trying hard to cheer me up.
ure wishes make me smile, at least.
to this people.
-afah baby
- khadijah schoolmate
- don kecik.
- maziz mr skinny
- shakz kimchi
- ain
- wan ns , maziz friend
- zul faradila boyfriend
- faradila
- sara , fara gf
- syaz kecik
- munnie love
- raiz homies
- harry homies
- farhana blush
- fandi zana ex bf
-anthony
-isha love
-wan homies
-supersha
-ciko
- bennie
-faizul ex boyfriend
-pyn ex boyfriend
- boy marino
- farrahrocher
- nur farhan
- aminah cinta
- rofian
- wan gileria
- kiki bby
- khairul izul shah
- ninie , khairul gf
- apish farrell
- ait
- firman skinhead
-muzzamil
- khairul drz
- erfahana schoolmate
- aniza
- farha
- nazmi
- aula n friends.
- hafidz
- jaza ul
-kin schoolmate
and more.
thanks for the wish.
and im still sad,
and still crying and crying and crying.
i just dont know why.
but i am really surprise when some people did call n msg me like all those if u read the name up der and you knw who, i am very shocked.
and i didnt even keep in ctct with them either.
again, thankiu so much.
and the msges n call stop till 12pm,
and yet i am still very sad because....
again, thanks so much.
link me at my private blog and leave me ur email.
thanks.
